Life Update 05-11-2025

Hi, everyone, MSE is going on. Two examinations have been done three more are left. These days are too confusing, I don't know what is going on. I wanted to tell someone too many things, but words are falling short for it. 

    From the start of College, I have been looking for someone, I don't know why, but I think I can't hold myself more. Now, around 5 to 6 girls I know, but none of them has that quality to stop my finding. T. has attraction, but she doesn't have that vibe. G. has that vibe, but also finding her made me satisfied. S. is a great girl, but she is different. I think in life we always have to find a way to fill our loneliness. Right now, everything is fine, but there is a gap between me and my needs. I have good friends like Adarsh and many more who occupy me and give me time to laugh. Reality is that I myself don't know what I need, but the urge to get it is getting desperately high. I am in fear of making the wrong choice, but I also wanted to make this choice as soon as possible.

    Also, the reality is that I am not ready for it. Right now, I don't have Time, Money or understanding of that much. For right now, let the wind make my path until I see a clear horizon. Before signing off, I think everything is going to be okay. This may be a new phase of my life, but we have to work through it. 

Movies Watched Yesterday - My name(Anime) & Jerry Maguire

song for now - https://open.spotify.com/track/1sNCUR5bUvFSQVDYEvsHCU?si=32d4527da7a24886